This is what happened last night.
It is by far the most revealing and intimate thing about myself I would/will ever put on some stupid blog. And that makes me feel very silly.
But I want my friends to feel how I feel, because it is wonderful.
kristycottonly (3:11:27 AM): i am crying!
kristycottonly (3:11:35 AM): i had a dream!
gosling83 (3:11:39 AM): WHY
gosling83 (3:11:41 AM): what?//
gosling83 (3:11:43 AM): what happened?
kristycottonly (3:11:57 AM): i could hear morrissey
kristycottonly (3:12:14 AM): and i saw a white egg frying but it had been two eggs
kristycottonly (3:12:19 AM): and it looked so lovely
gosling83 (3:12:24 AM): yes
kristycottonly (3:12:50 AM): and then the two eggs began to get cut apart lkike razored into two separate shapes
kristycottonly (3:13:07 AM): and a male voice from far away whispers
kristycottonly (3:13:18 AM): dont, im afraid!
kristycottonly (3:13:25 AM): becasuse they are separating
kristycottonly (3:13:33 AM): ad a female whispers
kristycottonly (3:13:41 AM): we have to it is ok
kristycottonly (3:13:48 AM): and the male whisper says no no
kristycottonly (3:13:51 AM): and is so afraid
gosling83 (3:13:56 AM): wow
kristycottonly (3:13:58 AM): and it keeps cutting
kristycottonly (3:14:14 AM): and suddendly it sparates an it in constaellatioins in the sky
kristycottonly (3:14:33 AM): and time in going slowly ro my eyes but its like years
kristycottonly (3:14:36 AM): but no time
kristycottonly (3:14:47 AM): ans then the two shapes collide and become a new thing
kristycottonly (3:14:57 AM): like a cluster
kristycottonly (3:15:11 AM): and the female whisper says i cxan feel you!
kristycottonly (3:15:30 AM): and they are happy and they are in and out of the screen in my head
gosling83 (3:15:40 AM): i odnt even know what to say
kristycottonly (3:15:41 AM): and then back and hit someone else and become another thing
gosling83 (3:15:45 AM): just save this concersation
kristycottonly (3:15:54 AM): but with some of their peices still togther
kristycottonly (3:15:57 AM): with some blue
kristycottonly (3:16:00 AM): and some animal
kristycottonly (3:16:08 AM): and some eactother
kristycottonly (3:16:25 AM): i can feel they happy and whole in their hearts!
kristycottonly (3:16:30 AM): and i work up crying!
gosling83 (3:16:39 AM): a bad cyring?
kristycottonly (3:16:42 AM): and i could still hear music that was in my head
gosling83 (3:16:43 AM): or a overwhlemed crying
kristycottonly (3:16:48 AM): overwhelmed
gosling83 (3:16:50 AM): with all of this?
gosling83 (3:16:52 AM): are you ok?
kristycottonly (3:16:59 AM): yes i just woke up tinking
kristycottonly (3:17:09 AM): i must have seen this somewhere
kristycottonly (3:17:09 AM): but where?
kristycottonly (3:17:11 AM): i dont know
kristycottonly (3:17:21 AM): i thought it ws a memory of something like a movie
kristycottonly (3:17:24 AM): but its not
gosling83 (3:17:44 AM): it sounds like a strange sceience film
kristycottonly (3:17:53 AM): it wasnt eggs like human in the begginning in was like a chicken egg with no yolk
kristycottonly (3:18:06 AM): i sw them crack and sizzle a little
kristycottonly (3:18:15 AM): just had to clarify that
gosling83 (3:18:32 AM): i asssumed it was chicken eggs
kristycottonly (3:18:36 AM): and i cant think of the morrissey song
kristycottonly (3:18:40 AM): i can hear it a little
kristycottonly (3:18:45 AM): its like the saddest song
kristycottonly (3:18:50 AM): but not
kristycottonly (3:18:53 AM): its sweet
gosling83 (3:19:49 AM): i just hope you are ok though
gosling83 (3:19:53 AM): not shaken to omuch or anything
kristycottonly (3:20:08 AM): im fine now
gosling83 (3:20:13 AM): ok
gosling83 (3:20:14 AM): good
kristycottonly (3:20:18 AM): i ws just so something
kristycottonly (3:20:24 AM): and i wanted to tell you
gosling83 (3:20:52 AM): thank you
gosling83 (3:20:54 AM): i am glad you did
gosling83 (3:20:56 AM): i felt the rush
gosling83 (3:20:59 AM): if that makes any sense
gosling83 (3:21:02 AM): i am glad you remembered it
kristycottonly (3:21:22 AM): yes
gosling83 (3:21:55 AM): are you going to go back to sleep
kristycottonly (3:22:02 AM): yes
gosling83 (3:22:10 AM): ok good
gosling83 (3:22:18 AM): go to sleep
gosling83 (3:22:21 AM): lets talk tomorrow
gosling83 (3:22:22 AM): love you
gosling83 (3:22:24 AM): thank you for sharing
gosling83 (3:22:25 AM): xxxx
kristycottonly (3:22:30 AM): love you xx
* so I went through and played a bunch of Smiths songs trying to see which one it was in my dream.
It was There Is A Light That Never Goes Out.
It feels very foolish to have faith until you remember why you do.
Get on tappa theeat.